I’ve suffered with this for nearly 10 years now and it seems to get more intense as time goes on. I feel that there is a conspiracy against me, that a group of people I don’t know what to harm me, or on really bad days want me dead. I feel that I can hear people walking past my house talking about me and criticising me or planning to harm me. More recently I’ve been feeling that people are stalking me, I see cars pull away when I go near or see people stood about watching. The fear I experience is immense, when I perceive an event being aimed at me my mind puts it all together and I get really anxious. All the small suspicious things that have happened to me in recent months are woven together.
I can’t escape it and no matter how much I try to deny it my mind feels that if I don’t believe it’s real then I’m letting my guard down.