I have never been afraid of the dark, only what I cant see. I’m always freaking out now that someone is going to kill me and I’m too afraid to check. I try to always carry some type of weapon with me cause I always feel like someone is trying to get me. I’m constantly checking behind me because I feel like someone is always hiding behind me in the one place i cant see. I only feel safe when i have something to my back. I sleep completely covered up and with lights on. I usually sleep with a knife but sometimes i sleep with a baton or baseball bat. I have sleeping issues because i always feel like someone is going try to kill me during my sleep. I’m always paranoid and I don’t know what to do anymore.