Paranoia is something that I’ve been dealing with for my entire life. I always feel as if everyone is laughing at me and talking about me behind my back. I feel as if I can’t trust anyone in my life, including my own family. For a while I couldn’t even leave my own home. It’s also made me lose a lot of friends and I am constantly feeling depressed. I have attempted suicide multiple times just because of my mind running wild. First time ever that I’ve felt as if I can share and after reading about all these other people who are suffering from what I am suffering, it has helped a little. And all the advise to help deal with it that people have suggested HOPEFULLY will make me get rid of this god forsaken disease.