i’m glad i’ve found this website, i finally feel like i can let out my feelings. whenever i walk down the street i feel like everyone is watching me from inside their houses. when i’m waiting for the bus i think that people are watching me as they drive past in their cars and when i’m on the bus i get the feeling that people are watching me and laughing at me because of my appearance. when i’m waiting for my friends i feel like everyone is walking past and laughing at me bacause i’m on my own. i don’t even feel safe in my own home and i’m really suspicious of my neighbours. the only time i feel safe is when i’m with my friends and immediate family but i don’t think i can trust anyone. i’m sick of these paranoid thoughts, they’re ruining my life.