I experience paranoia in many different ways and it’s overwhelming as I pretty much have to sculpt my daily activity’s around it. Since I was little I always felt as someone was following me or watching me. During the day I refrain from walking in the open and sticking close to the wall and when I go out to eat I must sit at a booth or a spot in the corner so no one walks behind me. I try to go out and drive as little as possible. During the night it is especially difficult. I have my bed so that it is in a corner and I have a view of my door, the closet always worry’s me. It feel’s like something is always there lurking in the dark… It just get’s too much to handle sometimes and I have yet to tell many people about it, but it feels good to let it out.