hey guys i would like to tell u that i get paranoid every where i feel people dont like me that im a nobody and think that im aweird guy i have a lazy eye so that make me more negative thinking about myself i feel people keep looking at me i feel like im going crazy dont trust my family friends i feel they talk bad behind my back like last time i called off to work and they saw me buy beer with a friend i work at a supermarket and then the day after i called sick at work and next thing i know they tell me they were saying i had a hangover i was a drinker that affected me so much got me depressed and mad i dont know why i care so much what people think about me i just wanna be the old me when i was really happy