i always had trouble sleeping alone this gets worse if the room is dark well it all started when i was seven when i watched my first horror movie since then fear never left me, i always avoid my self from watching horror movies but i get attracted to them because they are very interesting.i dont feel afraid if some one is with me but if i sleep alone i always feel very afraid,my fear always been ghost especially female ghost with scary faces its like they are watching me or are standing or sitting close by me while i am sleeping ,i know everthing is in my head and i am makinking this ghost stuff up in my head but still fear doesnt leave me i somehow make my thoughts real and convince myself they are real this makes me go insane ,this is very hard because i encounter this problem everyday of my life . i sleep with lights on and i cant live alone.