I have thoughts that people are always watching me, especially my neighbors, the entire time i am outside-i have feelings that they are standing at their window watching my every move. It does not matter if its the grocery store ,department store, once someone looks at me–thats it;now everyone is watching me. I think about death alot,too. I am a people pleaser, everything i do i want someone to compliment me on it. When they don’t my feelings are hurt.