A lot of what i’ve read here rings true with me, to the point i’m suspicious if this site has been set up – this has been my way of thinking for the last 6 months – that i’m part of some kind of Truman Show style psychological experiment. I’ve always been fairly self aware and known my way of thinking was far from ‘normal’. I took a lot of drugs for a year and had a paranoid episode after a weekend of too many. Now my mind feels permanently altered, i’m in constant conflict between accepting i’m paranoid and thinking i’ve just come to notice whats been going on all along.