For years I have feared that there is some sort of conspirecy against me, especially at work. I feel my colleagues and manager talk about me behind me back and hope that I mess up. I have also had thoughts that my life might be like the film The Truman Show, that I’m being watched, sometimes people seem to know things about me that I haven’t told them like they have seen it happen in some way. This is affecting the way I am treating people, I resent them, and distance myself from them yet in another way I want them to like me and get annoyed with myself when I do things to try to make them like me. I continually worry what people think of me…same as the other people who have commented on here, I get worse when I’m tired…
